1 a.m. tue jan 22 & 4 a.m.

1 a.m. pain meds w/ cheese
4 a.m. carver woke me up to go out. the poor thing -he tried earlier, and I thought he just wanted to be coaxed into my bedroom-it was the first night I tried to sleep in my own bed. an hour later he he got up and walked to the front door. it is good to see his old ways of communicating are coming back-less guessing. he pooped, which normally would make me very happy, but to be honest, right now I am only exhausted. I am ready for 8 hours straight of sleep. I will try to nap tomorrow.