I'm doing it

I am going to california. I have scheduled, cancelled and rescheduled this trip a million times, and now I am going. I have not left carver overnight since the diagnosis. e will be home to care for him, and lili will be by in the afternoons. I am not worried, exactly. I guess mainly I will miss him. and I do not want HIM to worry. california! thats a long ways away! and what will I do with no dog beside me? I guess I can pat my nephew-eli should provide enough distraction. so, if you are local and a FOC, drop by, give him a pat, tell him I love him and will be home soon!